sob i don't wanna be that way ;;
Sooo I'll end up going back and forth between this account and
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staticphrase . If you get a friend request-- it's not a creeper.
Just me.
; w;
- Mood:
blah
( What's been happening? )
( Meme )
Haa... sorry I have been such a bad friend lately.. would that fall under my social problems too?
- Mood:
drained
- Music:Ame ga Kuru Niji ga Tatsu - Masuda Toshio
Haven't been around LJ much, still haven't checked my friends pages.
Mostly just in
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gekkoukan_stamp now, just for the matchmaker theme.Been busy with school stuff and other things. Playing Persona a lot too, aha.
Shinji is so badass. If he didn't die he'd be the one character I never took off my team.
sfhskdfs
Fucking Takaya.
I love Chidori, and this is hence a FST for her I've been spending my day off working on (aside from playing).
( Song List Preview )
I need to write the explenations and zip up a file with the songs. Oya, oya.
I'll probably get it done within the week.
I'm such an FST dork, and I haven't seen any around for Persona.
So I'll be making a couple franticly.
Sorry for the craptical cover, my paint skills are nil.
Aha ~
- Location:Dining Room
- Mood:
- Music:"Hide and Seek" - Imogen Heap
I haven't even had a chance to write about it a month since it even started!
I am enjoying it though, so don't worry. It's very stressful, but worth it I believe.
Since I go to Cab Calloway School of the Arts as a major in Communication Arts we have a special class for our major added into our schedules ~
Mine goes-
P1. Physical Earth Science Honors
P2. Intro to Communication Arts
P3. Geometry Honors
P4. US History Honors
P5. French I
P6. English 9 Honors
P7. Health/PE
Actually this works a lot better with my temperment. At Stanton, my middle school, classes were an hour long at least, but we only get about forty minutes here. It might not seem like a big difference, but with the shorter classes, I don't have to sit and pay attention too long, something I have trouble with. It keeps me moving and attentive. It's a little hard to believe even, that I've been listening in class and actually trying to do the work. Everything is pretty easy, and the people are smart since I'm in all Honors, but the biggest issue I'm having is homework. I really need to start getting on that and finishing my make-up work. I've been absent a lot already from school, and it's causing some concern from my teachers, like my French (She's SO nice, I really like her. But when she asked me if I was doing okay I started tearing up. It's some kind of quirk I have, when people show all this real concern for me I get watery-eyed upish. Aha ~ It's annoying, but I can live.). They aren't mindless absences though, I've really been sick. The stress must be taking a toll on my immune system again, I think that's what happens. When someone has prolonged stress, it starts to wear down their immunity to illness, and I already know that my white blood cells are a little low from blood tests I've had done. But then the next time they'll be fine (So it has to be stress).
I'm excited for clubs though! Dad is trying to push me to do sports, but I kind of don't want to just because my stamina has been poor lately as well, and not to mention how exhausted I end up at the end of the day. Still, I know I'll be joining Amnesty International and hopefully the French Club too if my schedule pans out. We have a Manga Club that I went to once with my Charter friends (Anny, Ruyan, Tian, Menki, ect.), but if I'm being honest it wasn't very fun. There isn't a lot of structure, even though they try, and it doesn't feel like they have a real outline of what they want to do with the club. So I won't really go to that one. Since I didn't do clubs in middle school, I can't wait!
Everyone at Cab is so friendly, and the teachers are a lot of fun. I've made some friends already, and I get closer to more and more people ~ But the teachers are awesome! My Science teacher is insanely cool (He's also my homeroom), so he's my favorite. Science was always my least favorite subject, unless it was biology or something, but it's actually enjoyable the way he teaches it. Like I said before too, I also love my French teacher. She wants her students to have fun with the language, and she's very caring, but also knows how to keep the class under control. Comm. Arts teacher is possibly the only one I've had real problems with in my life. She's very brash and confident, so my sensitive emotions are unused to it. I hope things get better with her, since I have to have her the rest of the time I'm in Cab (She's the only Comm. Arts teacher for H.S.). Health might be my least favorite class out of all though, even though the teacher is actually the most popular with the students. We don't do anything in there, which is something that bugs me. He's just like one of the kids, and they talk a lot, and there are always students hanging out in his room. I'd like to get some actual work done, since all we really do is bookwork and some little projects.
It's weird though. In Middle School we didn't have any freedom, and in High School it's like they've let go of the reigns. We can do whatever we want at lunch, we can go to our lockers at any time... it feels good but different at the same time. Ah! I also need to email some of my middle school teachers to tell them how I'm doing!! They were so supportive of me, I really want to keep in contact! I'll have to try and do that later.
I'll try to get more time to spend around here and catch up on my friends page again! I'm sorry everyone on there!!!
- Mood:
cold - Music:"Music is my Boyfriend" - Skye Sweetnam
lovesongsgun --> Kagami Aikastaticneedles --> Kakimoto Chikusarankingprince --> Fuutakumichanwins --> Muroi Kumikobubblebird --> Yurikopridefulseaweed --> Kitagawa Haruopoppingstar --> Unnamed- Mood:
tired
- Music:"Scary Love" - Skye Sweetnam
From
steer2justice ~If you're on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... you're on my list, so I want to know you better!
Comment here and repost a blank one on your own journal.
O1. Do you think it's possible for a person to be "Broken" or "Sick"?
O2. Is our society really coming to accept pedophilia, just like we did homosexuality before?
O3. Are you interested in classical music?
O4. What's your favorite game?
O5. Do you wish we could meet face to face?
O6. Favorite flavor of Vitamin Water?
O7. Reccomend a movie for me?
O8. Have you seen The Dark Knight?
O9. What are your views about all that happened in the process of creation?
1O. Are you aware that you are really alive?
11. Ever seen a Satoshi Kon movie?
12. Infatuated with anyone right now?
13. Favorite type of weather?
14. Do you believe in purposes, or "special people"?
15. Have you ever just stood outside in the rain?
16. Are you happy when you recieve sympathy and compassion from others?
17. What would you do if we got lost together (probably because of me) in the woods?
18. Do you have good direction sense?
19. What is your worst physical fear?
2O. And your mental?
21. What is your ideal partner like, physically and/or mentally?
22. How often do you lie?
23. Ever have the strongest wish and need to just run without anyone around?
24. How would you react if we went to see a scary horror movie together?
25. Are nasal sprays fun?
26. Do you like children?
27. What offends you the absolute most?
28. Are you a sore loser?
29. Ever been confessed to?
3O. How much do you like meat?
31. Do we live in a "dollhouse"?
32. Is there such a thing as real "Justice"?
33. Do you yearn to travel?
34. Have you played Persona 3 yet?
35. Are the most perfect people the most imperfect of all?
36. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Sorry!! Promise to get the rest done soon!! I can't wait to read everyones answers though ~
- Location:Dining Room
- Mood:
happy - Music:"Romeo et Juliette: No.11 - Danse des Chevaliers" - Michael Tilson Thomas & San Francisco Symphony
- School is great, everyone is nice and smart, but not the type of people you could have.. "deep" conversations with. So much for getting a realtionship, but I'll keep my spirits up! I shouldn't rush things.
- I haven't been around LJ much. I'll reply to the rest of your posts steer2justice, tomorrow!! I (pinky) promise!
- Been thinking about exchange programs again. Am I too scared to leave home, or worried that I'll become less important? It's such a conflicted situation...
- I'll really try to be better. I don't mean to ignore my Friends Page, I'm just.. not very good at keeping track of people if my interest isn't constantly piqued.
- Sick again. Joy.
- Playing Persona3 like mad still. I can't wait for 4 to come out in December.
- Going to go lay down again... getting light-headed.
- Mood:sick
Mostly because my time is very occupied right now, so I'm extremely apologetic that I haven't checked out my Friends Page or commented in the longest time.
I honestly don't mean to.
D;
Time-Consumer #1/3- Persona3
I play this game non-stop, aha. Or at least in the time I can spare for it. I only got it a couple days ago or so, and I'm at the second boss (Emporer&Emporess I think; pain in the asses they are 'cause I can't save before battling them). But I love this game to death. So, so much. Not as much as Rule of Rose or anything, but really close. Chidori is the one in my new default ~ She's so cute. Mitsuru as well. And Kenji! He's my brother from another mother, I'm always hanging out with him! Yuu (Main Character) is such a moron though, I train him night and day, studying constantly so he can get smart and date Mitsuru, but... sjflsdjfsf. My absolute favorite character would be Pharos. His voice-actor does him so well ~ I'll write a lot more on it later.
Time-Consumer #2/3- School
Auck, I need to do a full post on this. Tomorrow if I get the chance?
Time-Consumer #3/3- semiVITA
-Coming-
Damn, got to go.
Dad is nagging at me to get to bed for school.
- Mood:
frustrated
I honestly have to make a formal, real post soon. It's been forever, and I've got a bit on my cheast.
Need to find ten 'unique' facts about Shakespeare/his life/his family/ect. that other people in the class won't have.
... please tell me how that works.
My searching skills are near nil, so I'm practically hopeless in all aspects with this. How nice.
Finding some decent stuff. Hopefully everyone else is as wretched as myself ~ Haha!
Che- 11:35pm. I swear I'll do this tomorrow.
Not that I'm good at keeping promises...
But I'll try.
Started playing Persona3 too <3 It's amazing!
Though Rule of Rose still remains supreme when dealing with plot aspects, yes?
;3
- Mood:
rushed - Music:"Oh no, you didn't" - Mercenaries 2 Commercial Song
I've been really preoccupied and not around LJ much at all.
D;
Sorry guys, I'll still keep up.
Haven't responded to my Friends List, or even looked at it, in forever, so don't think I'm trying to diss (Lulz, slang) you!
I just don't want to start up something and take forever to reply.
A lot of... personal issues going on right now.
I've been talking with Boss about them, so that makes me feel a lot better ~
I don't think I'll write about them in here.
I don't want sympathy or anything, and I want to keep them... private.
Otherwise occupied with the roleplay.
Very fun <3
Aika, my OC, is basically rivals/arch-enemies with Bel.
xDDD;;
WAS NOT PLANNED.
She's mad at him for being so disrespectful to Dino, her Boss.
So yes, very fun. I'm enjoying it a lot.
Hopefully I'll find more time to spend around LJ.
School starts on Monday.
I'll officially be a high schooler.
Not that nervous, but extremely excited.
A lot of my friends are either in Charter (Our joint school that shares the same building, they have the top floor), or Cab with me (We have bottom).
<3
Preparing my bag tomorrow, and then it's... school!
I haven't even finished my summer reading.
I'll wing it though.
Haha ~
- Location:Dining Room
- Mood:
hungry - Music:"Fallen Leaves" - Billy Talent
I had another stress test today, the thing with the tredmill, and it went smoothly. I've been really exhausted all day though, much to my dislike.
Most of my online time is spent on GaiaOnline right now (If you want to reach me, my username is- Bloodied Ice) preparing profiles for a Reborn! lit.-adv. roleplay that I'm excited about. I'll be playing about three characters, which is a lot more than I normally do, but I'm determined.
First off is my OC, Kagami Aika. She's a member of the Cavallone (Dino's) Family, only because I was debating between that or the Corvo (Main antogonist Family). Her number is '16', so other people in the roleplay already support D16, fuu ~ It's a cute idea, so I'll just see where the roleplay goes with it, because Aika definately has a bad personality. That's basically the staple of her whole character. Haha, she's a lot of fun, even if she's really troublesome for everyone around her. And by the way, she's a Mist type. Did you see that coming? I thought you did.
Secondly I play Chikusa, you know, from Mukuro's gang. Originally I thought I wanted to play Mukuro, but I'm really glad I'm playing Chikusa instead. I was right when I guessed he was a Rain type! And that's cannon by the way. I have to go read the Kokuyo chapters again so I can write up his past, mafia relations up easier. Because instead of regular profiles we're doing profile threads, whole threads on a single character, which is possibly the coolest thing ever.
Lastly I'm the Corvo Boss. I really don't know anything about his character yet, since Spring will be helping plan it out because she's the one who designed the Corvo, but he's something of a 'cool', collected character. I have an idea as to how I want to portray his personality, but that's disclosed for now ~ He does have very pretty hair though.
So I'm really excited. Got together with Don today and we saw a movie then hung out in the arcade. This week I also volunteer at the Wonderful World of Disney class, which is the youngest group. I didn't go today because I needed to sleep before the test, but Monday was cool. The kids love me- I'm so popular, haha ~ They're really cute, I already love them. There's this one little boy, Sam, he's only 3 1/2, so he's very little, and the whole day he didn't do anything because he just wanted his mom. I ended up bonding with him and when we were looking at the clock so I could point out when class ended he jumped into my lap and nuzzled himself up. I can't even describe how adorable it was. And everyone wants to sit on my lap, all the kids. They tell me I'm 'goofy', fufu ~ I'm a lot more lighthearted and cheerful around them, so I joke around and act silly all the time. I don't want to be like other adults or teens that just act nice, I want them to feel that I really care, and that's the most important thing. I love kids, I really do.
... I just get more and more maternal. Mm...
I'm tired, and I don't feel very well. Gonna go lay down, I'll check how all the communities are doing tomorrow or so.
- Mood:
exhausted
- Music:"Lights Out" - Mindless Self Indulgence
Me and Freeway are partners, as the vet says. He's an orange tabby so he's very curious and very active, likes to be in high places and squeeze himself into the tiniest little pathways he can get to. It's so cute <3 He's always running around the house, my Baby is really fast. Not to mention he's a little hunter, always on the prowl for bugs or whatever moves. Anyhow, I felt so bad at the vet, even though he was being such a good boy. On the table he didn't run around, he was just scared, but when he did move he tried to come over to me, which was unbearably cute. That's when she started talking about how cats like him have a 'partner' and such, so apparently that's me <3 We sleep together, have routines together, cuddle together, exercise together... I love my Baby. He's just so cute it kills me. Whenever I'm laying down he likes to jump up and join me ~ Hee ~
Should be starting an Atlus Game rating community soon, with the help from some people from the LJ Trauma Center community. I'm so bored, and I don't want to make a lot of noise because Charles, my little six year old nephew, is sleeping on the floor in the living room. He's so tiny! But he loooooves to talk, yet the cuteness makes up for it.
... I've just started to notice how maternal and motherly I really am. Che.
- Mood:
awake
I'm sorry, the smiley seems so inappropriate and such but it's the only way to project facial expressions without the use of words.
This morning before we left for the mall (Supply shopping for Gar&Charles, clothes for me, ect.), I logged on to check how the rating communities were doing, seeing if things were moving along or if there were new votes and such, to find my inbox boost from 18 messages (Mostly alerts from a thread I'm watching) to 28. To my very happy surprise, they were all comments from Boss ~ Waa, that made my whole day, comments on so many entries ~ I'll have to reply tonight. This post won't be too long either right now because mom and Gar are putting on Alf (Season 4, the last one. ; 3; And it ends in a cliffhanger too. Damn people.). If I haven't talked about Alf yet, be sure I will. Allfff <333333 I love Alf. They don't have comedy like that today, it's a sitcom from the '80s. He is the rudest, most sarcastic, most silly, most clueless creature ever and I adore him. I suggest you watch it. First episode starts out a little odd, but I swear he's so loveable.
I'll edit this later with more rantings and reply to all my comments later.
I've missed you Boss!
- Mood:
thirsty
I've been an Ace Attorney geek today and need to have a change of icons.
I GOT MY MIST RING TODAY.
That deserved the sparkly text on all levels. I WAS SO HAPPY. Well technically it's a Mist Ring Charm, but it is the ring and it fits my finger -- voila! I always wear it though now. It makes me giddy inside.
Otherwise I am feeling better than I did in the last post, I WAS HAPPY CAUSE PEOPLE READ AND WORRIED AND COMMENTED, and should really post more on the party and Fort Delaware but it's 11:50pm here, luz.
Just wanted to state how big I am a rating community whore. SRSLY. LIKE, I CHECK THEM ALL EVERY TEN MINUTES OR SOMETHING. I'M ALL OVER THE FRIGGIN' PLACE. And the first thing I do on LJ is go to check how they're doing.
xDDDDDDD;;
GOOD Y/N?
- Mood:
content
I mean, I had such an amazing birthday and a great time with my friends... so why don't I feel good?
I don't want to get too personal or into my deeper thoughts because people I know can read this, and I never share my most in-depth thoughts.
Sometimes I really hate my personality. I really do.
It's rare that I meet or hear of people that are worse, and personally, I've never met one.
My personality is the shit. Seriously, I'm posting in -somewhat- honesty here.
At least as much as you can expect from me.
I'll probably Friend-Lock this post later, since I'd really like to keep the rest of my journal open.
And all the raving about how much fun things are will happen later on.
Right now I just feel like shit.
Maybe because I treated people like shit, since I'm tripping over my own emotions again.
I try hard to play a blind eye to stronger feelings. That way I'm not bothered with them. I don't know how to function under that.
They might have hit me a little too hard today.
When everyone was playing video games together (Digimon Rumble Arena & Kirby Air Ride) I went to the bathroom for a little. I just sat there for minutes, feeling completely depressed for no reason at all. I'm not good... at picking at my emotions. I go off in directions. But I felt horrible. I hadn't felt like that for a long time. It was the 'Darkness', as I refer to the feeling, even though nothing would suffice. I couldn't go out and face everyone like that, I just wanted to cry, but I didn't have any tears. I never do. Whenever I want to, just to feel even a little better, I can't. It takes pain to make me cry, or when I'm hit at the heel with my sensitive topics. I'm so confused. My head is screwed up, but I relaxed a little playing the Trauma Center 2 for DS I got from Anny and Will (Why are they so good to me...? Me and Will have strong personalities so we clash sometimes, but they always stay there...). But then, don't freak out on me, I just felt like searching for something blunt or sharp, preferrably. A blunt object would cause too much noise. I kept finding lotions and rounded objects. Eventually I settled on the nail-clipper, only thing usable while my mind got more frustrated. I started clipping the skin on my fingers with it. Just little bits off the top and stuff, I couldn't do anything too noticable. But then I really got at it. I pushed the skin over to the side so it couldn't slide away and clipped a small chunk. Like, chopping off the skin above my blood in a way. It hurt like hell. I was about to do it again on the same finger, but that would cause a big distraction with the pain it brought, since that's a lot of skin to chop at ones. Not 'slicing' skin, actually clipping it off. Like I said though again, don't freak out on me. I just really want to get this stuff off my chest before I sleep. It bled like crazy, it really did. Kept going and going, I kept it in my mouth and got to taste all the blood. After that I just went back to the room like nothing was wrong.
I don't know.
I feel so messed up.
I haven't had thoughts like these in a long time.
And school is going to start soon.
I feel so horrible.
I don't like saying this, but...
I don't know what to do anymore.
- Mood:
distressed
I do good Y/Y?
And I actually comment and check my friend pages now.
Maybe this will make me more friendly.
I've got more quizzes for you. It'd be awesome if you all took them too and showed me your results *HINTHINT*, but they're really fun. And pretty short for something so accurate. This site is so awesome.
( Enneagram Test )
( Attachment Test )
But there was also this one Prince of Tennis Personalization I got back from Quizilla, where they're customized results after you send in a survey to waht the characters think of you and such. They're fun, even though I don't get half back, aha. I think the girl who did them confused mine with another result or was just thinking of another name while she wrote it because they called me Rena-san half the time, and Shelby the other. xDDD;; Remember that I did this a looong while back too, so I didn't bother to mention stuff like Compulsive Liar or Narcissist or OCD, ahaha. So they think I'm a nice girl. Play along.
And I go to Hyotei 'cause Hyotei is for winners. Mm'kay.
( My Favorite (And Most Accurate) Result )
YEAH. THAT'S ME. THE FRIENDSHIP BREAKER.
Did you notice that? xD;;
Shishido & Ohtori, Akutsu & Taka...
I'm horrible.
So basically... Taka, Shishido, Ohtori, Akutsu, and Sanada?
Comments? Bursting with laughter yet? Taking it into serious consideration?
Discuss.
Oh, I bought a Mist Ring (Reborn!) too.
<3
I'm never taking that off and everyone should know it.
How could I ever?
- Location:Living Room
- Mood:
chipper
- Music:Airplane (TV- MOVIE)
And I did the Penship Meme I just stole from
deitchi. 8DTHE PENSHIP MEME:
Name:
Age:
Location:
Current Music:
Favorite Movie:
Favorite Book:
Describe yourself in five words:
Something weird about you:
Your face
^ CLICK THE LINKAGE.
BTW- other note? I GET MY BRACES OFF SOON. WHUT.
8D
They're ready to be off now, but all the appointments are full, so I gotta wait until September.
Sflsjfksjdf.
METAL FREE MOUTH.
Another stolen from her ~
Last Meme:
Pick a fictional character from a fandom I know and I'll answer the following questions to the best of my abilities.
1) What is your opinion of this character? If you like, explain why you like him/her. Likewise if you dislike the character.
2) Is he/she important to the general plot?
3) Can you relate to this character at all? Do they grip you emotionally?
4) How much do you like the fandom that this character comes from?
5) Do you ship this character with any other character? Or, are you particularly intrigued by their relationship with any other character(s)? (romance-wise or platonic)
6) Is there anything about the character you would change?
7) If you were in the fandom with this character or knew this character in real life, how do you see yourself interacting with him/her? (Would you get along well? Fall in love with? Dislike? Friendly rivalry? etc etc)
8) Does this character make the cut as one of your all time favorites (if you like) or least favorites?
9) Would you hype up this character (if you like) or warn about (if you dislike) to someone whose new to the fandom?
10) Is this character popular with the fanbase?
Prepare to be spammed with more.
In high school, I've always wanted to study abroad in a student exchange. Nothing too long... but just to enjoy it. I'd like it a lot, you know? Japan has always been the biggie for me, but I'd be happy anywhere. I've... got a lot of problems regarding it though.
One is the cost, the price for these things are getting higher and higher. The only way I could imagine it possible is if I got a scholarship. With the lack of money going around, people are being pretty cautious on buying cars, which is dad's whole business. I remember dad telling mom earlier this month he'd only sold one car so far, and normally business is great. I don't want to trouble them more financially with all the things I want, not when I just got a $100 organizer, Yuu~chan, that I currently misplaced. So money is really tight for us. That's the reason I can't go to Otakon, and why I have to wait until Zenkaikon in October to get my cosplay. It's not only this, but lots of things, that are costing hoards of money. I'm a little worried, and I don't want to be a burden. An exchange would cost a lot. That's not possible now that we're renevating my room and redoing my whole wardrobe (That I've had for like, three years). And to get a scholarship I really need to be on top of my game. It's not the problem of the work being hard, but getting motivated.
Because the other thing, more than anything else, that's holding me back is two combined. Homesickness and Garrett. I've never been away from home more than a night, seriously, by myself. When I was in the hospital I made sure mom was with me at all times. Tears were in my eyes when she was about to leave the first time, I was so terrified. This might be bad for my image, but with how close I am to my family, it's hard when I'm apart from them. In some areas I'm completely grown. But in others I'm more a child than anything. I cling to my family, because we're always together. And Garrett- my little brother... he's just ten. If I leave, I'll miss months of his life. Even when I go for a sleep-over, literally just one night, he misses me like I've been gone for weeks. And I miss him when he's gone. Despite how I behave to him, I'm an incredibly doting older sister. I care a lot about my little brother and I'd go to the ends of the earth to protect him. In turn he absolutely adores me, no joke. Garrett looks up to me beyond belief. I don't know if he'd be able to cope if I were away for months at this age. If he could deal with it at all. If any of them could deal with it. It would be just as hard for me. Not being able to sleep with Freeway, not joking around with dad or teasing mom and Garrett... could I deal with it? I know him. He would be in tears for nights on end missing me. That's just his personality, he's caring to a complete fault and so utterly sensitive. When he has problems how would I feel not being there for him...?
It's late. Night.
- Location:Living Room
- Mood:
worried
- Music:Misa's Song (Death Note)
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... pretty accurate in [most] areas. Follower? Bullshit. I don't fucking do the work if I have to follow. I hate that.
I'm surprised that I didn't get 100% elitist.
Seriously.
And I'm not atheist. I'm agnostic. Tch.
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Ahhn~ I guess it's pretty true. That's what always ends up happening (Apart from Will and Don <3).
Wakeshima Kanon's Still Doll video is gorgeous though. Go check it out (and I don't normally like music videos). The only other one I really like is Brad Paisly's Online one. That's hilarious.
- Location:Dining Room
- Mood:
bored
- Music:"Still Doll" - Wakeshima Kanon
I'll really scare someone at this rate.
So if anyone's on, I would get on AIM or MSN but I'm at the University, reply with something or someone I could be interesting in writing about. A personal essay about my breakdown or whatever is my absolute last resort. I tried to explain my personality and compulsive lying, but came to no luck. Hellpp. An absolute lastlast resort would be something on Shirota Yuu or other I suppose. Mostly because Shirota is cool and he gave me the idea for what to name Yuu~chan.
No bloods, no sexuality, no guts, no murder, no mental disorders, no nothing. I really don't like "regular" things, nor am I intrigued to write about them. I'll be in here until 2:30 though, lucky ~ Then if I have to I can just ask for a couple more days and email it to the teacher early next week. Actually I was really going with the sociopath thing for a while, since they aren't exactly "killers" and just pretty badass, but I know there's gonna be some concern about it. Can you hear me groaning mentally? Might be fun to do something about America's fear or Violence in America. Fufu~ Cheating the system, I see. Host Clubs in Japan were another idea I was interested in, but that goes in the sexuality and "inappropriate" category if I were to be accurate and include all types. Tch.
I'm not a person to have "frozen moments" or anything. But you know what? I think I'll do something on the circus. I can involve mention of 'freak shows', otherwise regarded as sideshows, too ~ Bascially I just got the idea from the teacher, who just finished with a review of my circus story (Which gets crazy demented), that sprawned from a roleplay once. I'm happy I finally got some constructive feedback on it, apparently I have a 'dangling participles' habit as well. So I am in a good mood, even though I'm tired and sore from falling asleep on the couch last night (again). I keep coming home exhausted and falling asleep before or a little after ten. ( = ^=) Ai ~
Something exciting to report though~! I'm a mod over at the new Lovely Complex rating community, I'm so happy! Modding is a good hobby for me, I would think. Aha~ I'll post a link next time though, when it's all set up. I still have to find out some details from the Head over there ( Boss is the only one I'll call Boss ~). Anyone read it? It's a really sweet, humorous shoujo manga about a really tall girl (around 5'7-8" if I remember right) and a really short boy (around 5'0-1" if I remember right) and how they fall in love <3 I'm a sap for this stuff, shaddup. Personally I really like Mighty. I can't remember which character he reminds me off. A bit of Fuji, but he's not sadistic and deceptive like he is. Mighty is a good guy (Lulz, in your face Fuji). I dunno. Maybe Yagyuu, but he's a bit too cheerful and easy-going. Plus he's got his shirts like, half open. INDECENT EXPOSURE. Lulz. All the characters are really vibrant though, and the biggest part I like is that they're all reallyreally human. It's nice. Risa is a dork for otome (dating sim) games, Otani has manly pride and likes it to be inflated, ect, ect. Two of the most interesting and odd ones though are Seiko, a very cute girl who turns out to be a guy who doesn't believe he should have been one, and Haruka, a very girly boy from Risa's childhood who has hero-worship for her and turns into some super-hot model to make her his girlfriend. The way they progress is fun. <3
So go check it out, you'll enjoy it. I mean, how many series have characters obsessed with a RAPPER. That guy is wicked cool. Hopefully we'll get it up and running soon ~!
Bye loves!
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